♥Friday, July 11, 2008,
Refresh-d.
She msg me ytd night and I am like so dumb to dun recognize her number wth …I dunno what I typed and send to her ytd… upon knowing who she is I said so much bo chap stuff like I dun want you liao .. she said that she want cry liao upon hearing my words.. but don’t think she say it deep from her heart she send that msg to me for the sake of sending .. she wont ever be sad for anything that is related to me … wanted to stop texting her after she told me who she is .. Hesitated … but still texted her .. but I write in in a way that is kinda cold I think… although I feel something upon sending those harsh words msg-es but I am proud of myself to push aside all my emotions … life still have to go on… been listening to this song for days hopping I can get over you asap !!! ytd after school actually I wanted to walk to cwp but in the end I took a bus to her house there wth right .. I didn’t know it was the bus that go to her house de until was up there.. but I did not feel much things when I reached her house that stop .Maybe we just dun have much memories there…. Went to orchard to meet yeemay .. she was late for half an hour .. I sat down there at the station like a noob waiting for her la .. shd have made her treat me .. hahas lol … went my fav soup spoon for dinner superfull can.. as usual I have bonston clam chowder,asian tofu salad and esprit passion fruit .. loves =)) walk to taka .. and the food fair is stil there.. walao they cheat my feelings .. Shall not elaborate .. had alcohol orange chocolate ice cream .. satisfying!!!! Bump onto my bed upon reaching home .. fell asleep without doing my rj .. I woke up at about 12am .. replied her msg .. went to bathe.. eat egg and I watch volleyball babes.. went back to my room type some blog post.. slept at 3am .. and in the morning I woke up at 7.10 since its still sorta early I went back to sleep.. and to my dismay I overslept … I slept till 8.05 .. but I have a sweet dream.. cheong to the washroom and bathe.. blowed my hair and I chop chop went out of the house .. and tada I am here blogging now .. today we are having sci and it totally suck can .. ihate chem. .. but I sorta like the teacher cos she is kinda patient.. later meeting ximei,huiting and fenni for lunch ..going to jb straight after school hias .. sian ½ but no choice. Maybe meeting yeemay after that but dunno she can make it annot..
Oh ya .. heard from Johanna yesterday that SHL courses there is one module that requires us to play bb all that than they grade us by seeing if we are enthu annot .. nice hor .. hope that I can transfer lor ..
This song is loves …
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breathI fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
Well I never saw it comingI should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt youI’m better off without you
More than you, more than you knowI’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really overI’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together‘
Cause the day I thought I’d never get throughI got over you!!!
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could seeThat you never were the best for meee
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt youI’m better off without you
More than you, more than you knowI’m slowly getting closureI guess it’s really overI’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
Cause the day I thought I’d never get throughI got over you!!!
I never saw it comingI should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
And I never saw it comingI should have started runningI’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!And I got over you!!!And I got over you!!!
The day I thought I’d never get throughI got over you…Labels: i think i am over you .. marched toward SHL and food
