♥Friday, September 5, 2008,
Refresh-d.
I found out something that I do not find out previously
I actually envy those girls that can secure their friendship so tight-ly years after years.
Maybe the faults lies on me ba .. my character sucks totally and I am working on to changing it (:
I flare up for every single things, I criticize, I put the blame on others, I did not spare a thought for the others, I did not even try a single bit to accept others that wanted to be friends with me, I kept all my doors shut, I did not have the courage to tell my friends where their fault lies .. I am just some freaking coward bitch venting my anger to my blog.. why cant I dun flare up ,why I cant I dun criticize ,why cant I spare a thought for others ? why why why ?
I said ben is irritating but at least he is someone with countless guts and I admire this point that he have.. Athough he is irritating he after all sill have a good point in himself, not like me .. bad in everything !! totally ):
